I planned, I tried, but in the end Allah knows best, for He is the Best of Planners. I trust my fate in His Hands. When things do not go the way we originally plan, it is alright, because Allah has already written something that is best for you. So, really, Alhamdulillah.
I’ve been thinking about being true to who you are, again. I know what’s new. Nad and her ever non-changing thoughts on truest form of self. Why am I on this again? I get so annoyed when people think I’m not being truthful or doubt my true feelings. I understand why people perceive so though, I really do. I do contradict myself COUNTLESS times. But that’s just it, my true self when I am alone sometimes contradict how I act when I am around people.
But do not conclude that I am being two faced. I most definitely am not. As a matter of fact, I am how I am with you because I am trying to be nice to you and your fragile little heart in case I say some mean things that you probably can’t handle, or rather not hear.
And why is this post suddenly so bitter? And what is it that I wanted to talk about?
May Allah bless you and your family, whoever you may be.