YOOGEUN AHH! HELLO BABY WAS SO CUTE! LOTS OF MINHO SCENES! PLUS EUNHYUK!
i am really sleepy.
ytd was the start of hols. but it was a bad start. thinking that it’d be the first day of holidays, i slept late. however, at 2, my mum told me that Nek Jah passed away. i was shocked. but i am not really close to her. in the early morning hours, i could hear my grandad’s recital of yaasin. his voice was as calm as ever. i was surprised.
then, at 6, my mum woke us up. since the body had to be burried before zuhor, we had to reach Nek Jah’s house early. when i looked into the semi-d house, i was Nek Jah’s body. motionless.breathless. i hesitated to enter. i swear it was scary and sad.
when everyone finally reached, and finally gave their final kisses, i saw my grandad, crying. he was being so strong all day. but then, he broke down. i wanted to tear, but i held back my tears. it was really a painful scene.
slowly my grandaunts and grandads are leaving us. i am really scared if my grandparents leave us. idk what will happen. i can’t even imagine it! will we all still have saturday night gatherings? will we still have massive hari raya outings?
death makes one realise and people closer.
