i feel so shitty right now. no, actually, i’ve been feeling like shit the whole day. it’s been a hard day today. i can’t possibly just sweep those memories away. how am i supposed to do that?
things only got better towards the end of the day. but now that i am alone again, my mind runs wild. i don’t know how i’m going to face the workload either.
i just wanna run away and disappear. i hate this feeling.