When Allah swt gives us ‘NO’ for an answer Keep in mind that there is a much greater ‘YES’ behind it. His ‘NO’ is not a ‘REJECTION’, But a ‘REDIRECTION’.
I just deleted a whole junk of words that I initially intended to post. But then again, after much thought, I’d rather not add on to the raging flame. Please just check your inbox when you’re back in Singapore, I’ve done what you’ve told me to do. So, it’s just a cycle.
I am my own biggest disappointment. How am I ever gonna get that back? Just because I gave in to some temptations, I’ve lost so much. It’s like I traded the Angel for the Devil; biggest mistake ever. How will I ever come to terms with it? It’s like I’ve lost my main motivation.
May Allah forgive me for making stupid, terrible decisions and my poor lack of judgement. I’ll take this as a learning point and just heave a sigh of a HUGE relief. Insyaallah things will get better.